>You guys! Are amazing! Just go back now and see ALL the comments you left on my blog last week. I asked for a slap round the head and none of you really did it but instead you completely brought me round. Changing your attitude can be very hard – I find – but change it you did. I did everything you told me to do – I rested up, I enjoyed my time with the family in Holland, I did a little bit of running. Instead of worrying away at the problem of what to do in Boston you all gave me permission not to think about it for a little bit and I started to get very very excited about what lies ahead.
As some of you said, going into Boston with a little bit of an injury (time off has done my knee good, what can I say?) takes the pressure off enormously. I’m going in this to run this and enjoy this, not to PR. The last 2 marathons I’ve run – London and Berlin – I really really pushed myself and while I am thrilled I did it, I did not experience much of the marathon itself. I was just fighting. I never knew I could fight like I did and that’s a great thing to know about myself – that fight made Boston possible. But Boston is no fight. Boston is the reward. So that is what I’m going to do. I have often been a really happy racer – smiling for the race photos – but in London I ended the race with black lips and severe cramps and in Berlin I was in the medical tent for some minutes and ended up running under a foil blanket despite the heat – so I want to get the happy racer back. I’m even contemplating running watch-less – my only worry about this is that I will end up going out too fast. Without a watch I won’t slow myself down enough at the beginning, I fear. Thoughts?
Finally, finally, finally. I do know my post was really self-indulgent. Thank you for bearing with me. And for pointing out that there was more to it than purely aiming for a PR. As if to underline that point, I just read Lizzie Lee’s most recent post. Read it, and make sure you click through the link that she puts in there. OK – the humble pie has gone down..
So let’s end this as I started this – THANK YOU! I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve friends like you lot but I’ve got you and I thank you. (BFF Dawnie emailed me from her holiday after reading all the comments – she lurks! – to check that she was still my BFF. ).